SoulessDream

I wish you would be more self-conscious. you have become careless. and extremely so. it worries me. you are losing sight of what you must do. you are trying to prove something. prove it. prove. it. but I feel that it is fruitless. you are not yourself anymore. you have let yourself go. you have changed. too much. even for me. but I urge you to stay strong. get your act together. there is still time. there is hope. believe. can you? I hope so. if you are a shadow of what you used to be. it might just be enough. please. stay strong. don't lose hope. that is all I ask of you. leave your addictions and obsessions beh

the feelings i have for you are so twisted, it's just wrong. we are friends, no doubt. best friends, no doubt. and yet. you are something more to me. someone special. it can't be love. "what is she to you?" i shouldn't have met her. she was the reason why i "fell in love" so easily. she reminded me how i wouldn't look love, no matter kind, in the eye again. "why you willing to go so far for her?" for rookies of the ranks, completion of 'assignments' are usually accompanied by feelings of guilt, fear and regret. however, despite the countless 'assignments' i have completed, i have never felt burdened, for she was always there to p

was listening to guitar music and doing amath holiday homework (whilst daydreaming about Taeny on dream team)  when I suddenly realized that it was already past midnight.... and finally my birthday. i miss all the nonsensical midnight birthday smses that are true and from the heart, like the one tingz just sent me. or the incident when rosemary thought that my birthday was on 17th and smsed me early in the morning. these are the things that make me smile. birthdays, although seemingly just like any other day, has a special significance to me. birthdays are when we celebrate you and the fact that we love you for all that you are. birthd